I started having contractions. REAL CONTRACTIONS.
I was bleeding.
I started passing clots.
I was in pain.
I felt weak and was in so much pain.
Mom rushed me to the hospital and called Josh.
After blood tests and several ultrasounds, it's official.
I lost her.
Annastrianna Abigail Wright is gone.
I want her back.
Josh and I cried together, but, damn it. I feel like it's my fault.
Like there's something I did.
I can't face anyone right now.
I lost my baby.
I lost my angel.
I lost Josh's baby.
He's being so supportive and he's hurting. Pray for us both.
I really lost her :(
*cries*