I can't sleep.
I can't sit.
I can't lay.
I can't eat.
I can't do anything.
I hurt.
I'm really sore.
I still bleed.
I'm in so much pain.
I also have this empty feeling.
I can't handle this.
I want my baby.
I want my life.
I want Josh.
I can't handle everything.
Look, I may be mean sometimes. I may not be the best person, but please give me my baby back.
I don't have dreams anymore.
I don't have hopes.
I don't have anything.
I don't even have Annastrianna.
If I could turn back time,
if only...
but I can't.
I've been so horrible.
I feel so bad.
I've lost Josh's baby.
How could he forgive me?
How can he be my friend?
I ruined it.
I lost our daughter.
I've lost everything.