Complete Shock
Stripes
27/12/2005

Something is seriously up with my Father.
Normally he'd rant and rave and throw things.
My Mom and sister even had a bet going on if he'd throw the knob at me or hit me.
Instead he just...said he wasn't mad.
...
I'm confused.
Seriously.
He's never like this.
NEVER.
Is it because he saw the phone and knew James was on it?
Is it because I've been calmer lately?
Is he just getting nicer?
Is it because last time we faught, I threatened to never come home again?
Or has it just not set in yet?

I don't get it.
I really don't.
Instead of being happy...I'm just in shock.
He didn't throw.
He didn't hit.
He did cuss, but not loudly.
Just...wow.

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