Long ass survey that I stole from Lori...

first job: Hardees
first screen name: snaggle2003
first self-purchased album: Backstreet Boys
first pets: Fritz, a black cat
first big trip: uh, I was probably 6 weeks old�and I went to Memphis *nods*
last big car ride: uh, senior year�to Cincinnati
last real kiss: Nick...in November
last good cry: uh probably last night
last movie seen: Are We There Yet?
last movie seen in a theater: Are We There Yet?
last beverage drank: Spumonte�.about 2 weeks ago
last food consumed: a taco
last phone call: Becky
last TV show watched: Fresh Prince of Bel Air rerun
last shoes worn: some cheap ass ones *shrug*
last CD played: Eminem�s �Encore�
last item bought: Gummy Bears
last cigarette: wow like �.October of 2003
last book read: I don�t know�I haven�t read much in a while
last time showered: yesterday
last words spoken: �ok�
last sleep: from like when I went to bed after having my morning puke�.until about 1pm
last IM: Colin
last time wanting to die: uh last month
last time dancing: yesterday

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: �He was obviously paying her back for the morning�s humiliation.�
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: a piece of paper on my wall
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV? Fresh Prince of Bel Air
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 4ish
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 3:59
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: the bird chirpin in the other room
7: When did you last step outside? earlier when I went to the store
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at? my email :P

9: What are you wearing? socks, cute jeans, and my cherry shirt
10: Did you dream last night? yes, I had this weird conversation with Anson and he was apologizing about Nick�and it was very awkward

11: When did you last laugh? earlier at mom
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in? purple paint and a bunch of pictures/papers
13: Seen anything weird lately? hmm�not really?

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(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: yes
(4) Want to be?: single? no
(5) Your birthday: January 21, 1985 (aka yesterday I turned 20)
(6) Age you act: depends on my mood
(7) Age you wish you were: 28, out of here, married, have my degree�blahblahblah

(8) Your height: about 5�4�
(9) The color of your eyes: brown
(10) Happy with it?: sure
(11) The color of your hair: dark brown
(12) Happy with it?: nah, I think I�m finally gonna get highlights
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right

(14) Your living arrangement?: eh, a room�

I'm not sure what questions 14-26 were, they werent here when I got the survey....

(27) Your family: mom, dad, 2 sisters, 2 brother in laws, 2 nieces and 2 nephews, and possibly Nick's baby...
(29) What's your job: being a bitch and a student
(30) Piercings?: one in each ear, one in upper right cartilage
(31) Tattoos? not yet

(32) Obsessions?: hmmm�.gummy bears
(35) Do you speak another language: not very well

(36) Have a favorite quote?: many, but they vary on my mood
(37) Do you have a webpage?: sure I do�and several journals

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: sometimes
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: sometimes
(40) Do you have any secrets?: yes
(41) Do you hate yourself?: usually

(42) Do you like your handwriting?: no
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: yes
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: �you�re so nice� �pfft, yeah right!
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: �Lost Within�
(46) What's your biggest fear?: honestly�to never know the truth about Nick
(47) Can you sing: sure
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: I don�t think so�
(49) Are you a loner?: not by choice

(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: hmm�doubtful

(52) Are you a daredevil?: rarely
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes�everything
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: depends
(55) Have you got a ?: a what�question?
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: probably body shape
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: beauty
(59) How do you vent?: I hold it in, and blow it all out at once...but usually via journal

(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: hmm�.somewhat...considering I handled losing a guy I was going to marry and miscarriage of twins and many other crappy things...*nods*
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: hell yes
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: eh I guess
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: don�t be quick to love and trust no one

(64) What do you like the most about your body?: well�the bottom of my foot is soft..hahaha
(65) And least?: weight
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: depends�is alcohol involved?
(67) Are you confident?: sometimes
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: hmmm�.dont know
(69) Do people know how you feel?: no
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: yes

DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: no
(72) Do drugs?: no
(73) Read the newspaper?: sometimes
(74) Pray?: yes
(75) Go to church? not usually
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: yes
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes
(78) Take walks in the rain?: yes
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: sometimes
(80) Drive?: illegally
(81) Like to drive fast?: yes

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice? no
(83) Hurt yourself?: yes
(84) Been out of the country?: no
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes
(86) Burped?: yes
(87) Been unfaithful?: eh�sorta, but not like you think
(88) Been in love?: yes
(89) Done drugs?: no
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: something like it
(92) Had a surgery?: yes
(93) Ran away from home?: once
(94) Played strip poker: no
(95) Gotten beaten up?: yes
(97) Been picked on?: yes
(98) Been on stage?: yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: hmmm�not quite like that
(100) Slept outdoors?: yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: yes
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: many times
(103) If yes, what is your record?: maybe 4 days

(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes
(107) Slept all day?: yes
(108) Killed someone?: not yet
(109) Made out with a stranger?: yes
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: well he�s not a stranger now haha *thinks of Nick*
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: yes
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yes
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yes
(114) Been betrayed?: yes
(115) Had a dream that came true?: yes
(116) Broken the law?: yes
(117) Met a famous person?: yes
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes
(146) Stolen anything?: yes
(147) Been on radio/TV?: yes
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
(150) Considered religious vocation?: yes
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no
(152) Bungee jumped?: no
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: cheap ones
(155) Brand of clothing?: hell I�m content with faded glory
(156) Cologne/perfume?: Curve or Sunflowers
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: pink shirt and jeans
(159) Wear hats?: no, they flatten my hair
(161) Wear make-up?: sometimes
(162) Favorite place to shop?: Spencers
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my pink sweater that�s super cute and has the really pretty buttons :D
(164) Are you trendy?: hmm..not really
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: I had to before and it SUCKED!

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: not human life, no�.but maybe vegetation
(167) Miracles?: yes

(168) Astrology?: no
(169) Magic?: not really
(170) God?: yes
(171) Satan?: unfortunately
(172) Santa?: no
(173) Ghosts?: souls and spirits but not really �ghosts�
(174) Luck?: sorta
(175) Love at first sight?: yes
(176) Yin and Yang?: somewhat

(177) Witches?: yes and no�I believe that demonic forces exist and witches could, but I don�t buy into Wiccan
(178) Easter bunny?: no
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes, but all will be tempted
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: no
(181) Do you wish on stars?: sometimes

LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no
(183) Do you remember your first love?: yes
(184) Still love him/her?: well Corey has a special place, but no
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: sometimes
(187) Turn-on?: kisses on the neck�mmmmm

(188) Turn-off?: comparing me to others

(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: no
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: well it�d be cute at first but then it gets hell of annoying
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: sometimes but not always
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: no�but I do it anyway :)
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: some of them
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: they can be so cute and sweet
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: most are pricks or don�t take no for an answer or they lie to you or �wait, don�t get me started!

(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: wow yesterday was my bday�but the last one was probably gummy bears mom bought :)
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: say �mmm�he�s hot� hahaha

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: define haunted�
(212) You wanted to kill?: I shouldn�t convict myself and say
(213) That you laughed at?: Mom
(214) That laughed at you?: Becky
(215) That turned you on?: James
(216) You went shopping with?: Mom
(217) That broke your heart?: Nick
(218) To disappoint you?: Nick
(219) To ask you out?: Colin
(220) To make you cry?: Nick
(221) To brighten up your day?: Swirls
(222) That you thought about?: Nick
(223) You saw a movie with?: Mom..haha
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Becky
(225) You talked to through IM?: Kelsey (wow, it�s already changed since I started this quiz)
(226) You saw?: my mom
(227) You lost?: hmm�.Alexis if you mean by death
(229) You thought was completely insane?: Dad
(230) You wanted to be?: Jessica Simpson (mmm�I�d marry her Nick)
(231) You told off?: Colin
(232) You trusted?: you mean I trust someone?
(233) You turned down?: Colin

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: a few minutes ago
(235) Laughed?: earlier today
(236) Cried?: last night
(237) Bought something?: today
(238) Danced?: yesterday
(239) Were sarcastic?: a few minutes ago
(240) hugged someone?: yesterday
(241) Talked to an ex?: yesterday (twas Warren)
(242) Watched your fave movie?: months ago
(243) Had a nightmare?: coulpe nights ago
(245) Talked on the phone?: few minutes ago
(246) Listened to the radio?: few minutes ago
(247) Watched TV?: a couple hours ago
(248) Went out?: last night ..unless you mean a date�in which case November
(249) Helped someone?: today
(250) Were mean?: today

(251) Sang?: few minutes ago
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: last night
(253) Said "I love you"?: yesterday
(254) Missed someone?: daily
(255) Fought with a family member?: today
(256) Fought with a friend?: last night
(257) Had a serious conversation?: last night
(258) Got drunk?: a few weeks ago (which is bad for nick�s baby)
(259) Had sex?: November