I had this beautiful entry in my head...but I'm too lazy so I had a convo instead. Here.
I hope you dont mind, Wendy.
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Wendy says:
hey hey
Roni Ann says:
sup?
Wendy says:
Naaaada, yacking a little bit, going through some files, downloading; yourself?
Roni Ann says:
just about all of my friends are mad at me
Wendy says:
Why?
Roni Ann says:
they twisted my words and got me to say something that they then twisted again and now they think I'm a bad person
Wendy says:
Who's this?
Roni Ann says:
the guys..dann mainly
Wendy says:
whoa, the nice one?
Roni Ann says:
it's all a lie....now that I've been around him more and more I see he's the most instable one and really the niceness is fake
Wendy says:
How'd this come about??
Roni Ann says:
how'd what? the truth?
Wendy says:
Yeah
Roni Ann says:
just hanging around...you can pick it up and it's bothering me
Wendy says:
Bothering you, why?
Roni Ann says:
b/c they all lied to me
Wendy says:
How's that?
Wendy says:
lol, you're being vague and I'm not understanding a damned thing
Roni Ann says:
I'm trying ot find the words really
Roni Ann says:
ok, try this one for example
Roni Ann says:
Nick told Dann that I said he hugged me creepy and had his hands all over me...when what I really said was that he hugged me like he actually needed a hug for once
and Daniel told Dann I said that he shouldnt trust Dann..when really I said I dont know who I trust
and dann took these and said all I ever do is go around and talk about EVERYONE behind their backs mainly him
Wendy says:
Oyyyyy, what a mess
Roni Ann says:
I know
Wendy says:
But the nice thing IS, is that you dont' have to put up with it; there's plenty more people to meet and be REAL friends with on campus, you can remove yourself from these people
Roni Ann says:
I've been trying soooo hard and it's like impossible
Wendy says:
Impossible to remove yourself from those boys?
Wendy says:
That's bull, it can be done
Roni Ann says:
how?
Wendy says:
You just don't put yourself in situations to be around them, if you find yourself around them, ignore 'em, it's not difficult
Wendy says:
you can be civil to them, but you don't have to be friendly
Roni Ann says:
then there's msn convos
Wendy says:
So? Block button
Roni Ann says:
I'm a chicken shit
Wendy says:
Then I absolutely have no idea what to tell you.
Roni Ann says:
me neither
Wendy says:
Well, then be prepared to take a bunch of shit then if you keep yourself around them and be "chicken shit" as you said, that's all I can say
Roni Ann says:
I like some of the guys, I do...but apparently they come as a package deal
Wendy says:
How's that?
Roni Ann says:
they just do
Roni Ann says:
it's like, you either like them all or they dont like you
Wendy says:
Then maybe it ISN'T worth it if that's how they are
Roni Ann says:
I know
Roni Ann says:
it's just...hard b/c I passed up so many opportunities to hang around some of my true friends for those guys and I have a LOT Of making up to do
Wendy says:
Then at least you know what yo'uve done and you can work on that then
Roni Ann says:
apparently it works like this...either be friends with dormies or fratties...and, well the dormies want you to pick...the fratties dont make you pick and support your decision...so as of right now...I
Roni Ann says:
I pick the fratties
Wendy says:
Why the hell should you be forced to pick anything by anyone?
Wendy says:
What the hell kinda school is this, shit
Roni Ann says:
apparently that's how boys work...you pick them or no one
Wendy says:
Not all of them work like that, some of 'em have brains.
Roni Ann says:
doubtful
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it goes on and on from there...but the point is, I should be mad at the guys or hurt...but I walked back with my head high after the movies at Pat's...
So I dunno...