Happy One Month to Josh and I

Wow, what do you know? We've made it. One month. Wow.

I was going nuts since I hadn't heard from him since Thursday...heh. I'm crazy about him. Of course, he was working...he's a busy guy. It's actually nice to know he's such a hard worker. Yay, a country boy. Hehe. I think I'll sit down tonight and recap my favorite memories from this month...haha. Until then, I just want to say, "Wow, one month". Man, time has flown. Of course, it always flies when I'm with him.

I'm crazy about him.

I love just being able to talk to him.

His smile makes me melt.

His laugh, heh, it's amazing.

His eyes, they have this most darling twinkle. I'd almost do anything just to see that twinkle.

He really makes me feel safe. I know he'd protect me from anything.

He has knives and swords in his room. He was showing me tricks with the knife (long story). Anyway, I hugged him while he was holding this super sharp knife and it was open. I NEVER trust someone that much. I don't know if I'd trust my Dad that much even...but I completely trust Josh. I can't explain it. I just do.

If I remember anything about a person, it's their hands. I can remember how someone's hands feel. I love Josh's. They are so strong, yet gentle.

I guess there's not much about Josh I don't like.

The thing I probably don't like about Josh the most is that he's there...and I'm here. Long distance kind of sucks, but on the other hand, it's really good too. I mean, he can't get sick of me this way. It's more based on trust and communication, too.

Mom keeps telling me I act like I love Josh. She says it's stronger and different from how I usually act about a guy. She says she'd like to think it was "puppy love" but her mother instincts tell her differently. So, do I love him? Well, only Josh and I know that. Haha. Is it too soon to really know? Maybe there's no time set for this sorta thing. I don't know. I just know Josh and I know how we feel.

Anyway, Josh...since you insisted on singing part of it earlier, I'm gonna put it in here. Haha...for me? Heh, sure.

"Yankee Rose"
~David Lee Roth

What? Well, let me roll up on to the
Sidewalk and take a look
Yes, Whoa! She's beautiful
I'm talkin' about a Yankee Rose
And she looks wild, wild, wild, wild!

Are you ready for the new sensation
Well here's a shot heard 'round the world
All you back room boys salute
When her flag unfolds
Well guess who's back in circulation
Now I don't know
What you may have heard
But what I need right now's
The original good time girl

She's a vision from coast to coast
Sea to shining sea
Hey sister you're the perfect host
(Make a toast)
Show me your bright lights
And your city lights, all right
I'm talkin' 'bout the Yankee Rose
(Your) bright lights
And your city lights, all right
I'm talkin' bout it

When she walks
Watch the sparks will fly
Firecrackin' on the Forth of July
No sad songs tonight
Something's in the air
Yeah, the feeling gets you
A real state of independence
So pretty when her rockets flare
Still provin' every night
That her flag's still there

Oh she's beautiful all right
Nothin' like her in the whole world
Yeah she's right on time
I'm on the case
Pick up the phone
No time to waste
She's got the beat
And there's a little bit
Comin' your way

Oh raise 'em up there
Let's see who salutes baby
Little bit, little bit, little bit higher
Here's the mast
Swing 'em from here
I wanna get
A little bit of apple pie man

Bright lights, city lights
Bright lights, city lights...

Happy One Month, Joshua!

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