Roni: Bertha?
Bertha: Yes?
Roni: I have a problem.
Bertha: What's that dear?
Roni: I talk to myself.
Bertha: why?
Roni: Because sometimes I don't want to write down my feelings, so I just say it outloud.
Bertha: I see, that sounds fine.
Roni: Bertha?
Bertha: yes?
Roni: Does he hate me?
Bertha: I'm not a fortune teller, who's "he"?
Roni: I dont want to say.
Bertha: Ok, what does "he" do?
Roni: nothing
Bertha: then what's the problem?
Roni: that's the problem
Bertha: what is?
Roni: that he does nothing
Bertha: what do you want him to do?
Roni: anything
Bertha: like?
Roni: talk to me first, let me know I'm his friend, just...notice me
Bertha: he doesnt notice you?
Roni: he does, but only because I bug the hell out of him
Bertha: does he know you just want to talk?
Roni: no
Bertha: does He read this?
Roni: yes
Bertha: will he know you're talking about him?
Roni: probably not, I'll probably have everyone BUT him think it's them I'm talking about
Bertha: well, why dont you say his name
Roni: I cant
Bertha: why?
Roni: it hurts
Bertha: I see...
Roni: no, you dont
Bertha: oh?
Roni: NO, I just want him to care.
Bertha: how long have you known him?
Roni: I dont know, well...I do know...but I'm not saying
Bertha: why all the secrets?
Roni: one fear: REJECTION
Bertha: but that's normal
Roni: but I dont cope
I just don't cope!