I NEED:

to stop whining so much
to just learn to relax
to trust more sincerely
to give with my entire being
to love with my entire heart

and yeah that list is bullshit.

I made a real list of all the things, in detail that I need to change about ME

...but I'm not sharing it

I just want to say this for now:

"You have to be the best YOU before you can be the best TWO"
Mike Young told me that and I've quoted him...but it's finding more and more meaning to me