I cant fight it anymore.
I'm definitely in an uber depression.
Why?
1) This is day 3 in a row that Amy chooses to sleep instead of doing what we plan.
2) I'm in Rolla and it's swarming with memories that apparently I wasn't ready to face.
3) I'm alone.
4) The guy I want more than anything in this world...I can't have. Worse, he doesn't even know.
5) I'm flunking both math classes. Should I just drop them?
6) I need help planning my summer trip to NYC. Gee, will Amy sleep through it too? :P
7) I need help deciding on college goals because I'm lost now.
8) My ducklings are growing up too fast.
9) I hate myself.
10) I hate myself.
11) I hate myself
12) I hate myself
13-10000000000) I hate myself today.