Maybe I'm wrong about Brandon.

There was this sadness to him tonight.

Something is different.

Something is VERY different.

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Mr.Okie sent me home early. Apparently if the teacher knows you've had a miscarriage and then you get pale in class, they send you home. Heh.

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Well tomorrow is the trip to the OB. Surgery is at 3. I'm nervous. Josh hasnt emailed yet...he said he would. I wish he'd hurry. I need some support or something. I'm freaked.

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I'm cramping and bleeding.

I better go.

What's the point of this journal again? How I feel, I can't put into words.