you know, for the first time...I think I understand josh. I think I understand how horrible he's had things.

I think I see that pain and understand.

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"Numb"

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface

I don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus:]

I've become so numb

I can't feel you there

I've become so tired, so much more aware

I'm becoming this, all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?

Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control

'Cause everything that you thought I would be

Has fallen apart, right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

An' every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus:]

I've become so numb

I can't feel you there

I've become so tired, so much more aware

I'm becoming this, all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know

I may end up failing too

But I know

You were just like me

With someone disappointed in you

[Chorus:]

I've become so numb

I can't feel you there

I've become so tired, so much more aware

I'm becoming this, all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

I've

Become so numb

I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

I've become so numb

I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be