Today is a good day. Why? I'll tell ya:

I got a perfect score on my first speech. w00t.

I aced the quiz in public speaking.

I FINALLY fixed my printer (or...I think I did).

Mom isnt mad at me anymore.

Dad's even in a good mood.

I feel....good.

Hmmm...maybe I'm going to die or something...today is too good ...LOL...nah, just kidding :P

Oh, how often does it take over a year to be able to say "I'M SINGLE"?

I'm fixing my blood pressure...heart doctor is giving me meds.

Overall, all is good.

AND, to boot...I found a song that shows EXACTLY how I feel. Here it is...to you, Josh:

I'm Not Anybody's Girl

~Kaci

Leaving everything at home

I headed out in the pouring rain

Kept thinkin' bout the two of us

and how we ended up this way

It took you by surprise baby when

I told you yesterday

Cause you never thought that

I could be that strong

And I don't have a second more

I'm gonna waste on you

And you can hate me if you need to

I'm not anybody's girl

And I will not conform

And I won't play that good girlfriend you pushed

around before

I'm not anybody's girl

That's how it's gonna be

Can't tell me what to do or say or who to be

And the only one I'll ever answer to is me

Wasted too much time on analyzing everything I do

Only to figure out that I was wasting time on you

I don't really blame you baby I'm a little guilty too

Cause I never told you, you were wrong

And if you think that you gotta control

me just to be a man

Then baby you will never understand

I'm not anybody's girl

And I will not belong

And there's nothing you can do for me

I can't do on my own

I'm not anybody's girl

That's just the way it is

And I will do exactly what I wanna do

With anyone and anywhere I choose

and I will choose what's best for me

and I will do what comes most naturally

as long as I am free

and when I fall in love again

I'll take a vow to never bend to someone else's vision of me

Cause I'm free

But I'm not anybody's girl

And I will not conform

And I won't play that good girlfriend you pushed

around before

I'm not anybody's girl

And I will not belong

And there's nothing you can do for me

I can't do on my own

Not anybody's girl

That's how it's gonna be

Can't tell what to do or say or who to be

Cause the only one who owns this girl is me

And I will not conform

And there's nothing you can do for me

I can't do on my own...