It's not that I care.
I never build my hopes up too much anyway.
I'm use to you canceling.
Except, it isn't that you're canceling on our plans...it just feels like you're canceling on us.
Look, I know I said I'm ok with it...really. If there's an anti-freeze problem, then get it fixed. But I'm just selfish.
I just miss seeing you.
You know, the last time I saw you was on February 22nd. Really, it was.
I just miss you, Josh.
I do.
I try not to let the distance thing bother me, but it's really hard.
I see the couples at school...at the store...on tv...everywhere. And I'm jealous. I think, why can't I be with Josh? Why can't I see him? The others see their boyfriend...so why can't I?
I'm done whining.
You know, the worst part is I can't even tell you this.
Remember when I did once? Remember? You know, I understand how busy you are. Believe me, I do. I don't want to end it with you.
I don't want you to feel bad for canceling.
I don't.
I'm just selfish.
Yeah, that's it.
Selfish.
I love you, Josh.
I want to be with you.
I do.
But for now, just consider me selfish.