It was so great to see James this weekend. I always miss him but it seems like I realize how much when I finally see him. There's still that mystery about him...that one thing that I simply can't put my finger on...that appeals to me so much. I could list all the things I love about him but there's just one thing that I can't figure out. It's like this attraction...this lure...that has been there since the minute I first met him...and I just don't know still what it is. It doesn't matter much, even if I knew I'd love him the same...but sometimes I just wonder what it is.

I so hope he got home ok this morning. I worry about him.