Remember good ole Alden...the boy that never showed up?

He talked to me.

He wants to "make it up to me"

I do want to see him
and I do want to believe him
and trust him.

But...

I just cant.

I'm so confused and so torn and I dont know what to really do.

He said he'd meet me with my friends if I wanted and later on in the week...but still.

Is it worth it to go through this again?

*sighs*