I should thank you really.
If I think of all the times I've been miserable over the last few years, all were caused by you.
ALL.
You think you know me.
oh, let's talk about how someone gossips..hmm...oh yes, I'm so evil, aint I? well it took gossip to let it be known I gossiped, now didn't it?
Don't bother reading this journal, Sarah.
I should have listened to Corey a long ass time ago about you.
Everyone warned me.
Did I listen? NO.
But I'm doing this for me.
I'm letting you go for me.
I'm moving on for me.
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As for Nick
I'm truly sorry.
I really am.
Good luck with Sarah though...she has a lot of baggage, too.
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Warren,
Thank you. You were there right as I needed you.
I love you.
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I could so make a movie over my life.
Gawd, at least write a book.
Hmmm...maybe I will.
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I had an epiphany today.
Shame some of got shattered.
It left me with shadows.
Shadows.
They haunt me.
Shadows.
I need to let go.
Shadows.
I need to move on.
Shadows.
Shadows.
Shadows.
That reminds me, I love the song "Shadows" and yes, it's a Britney Spears song.
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I found a song for you Warren.
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"When I Found You"
I believe
We all have one true love
Somewhere in this world
I do (I do, I do)
When it seemed
All my dreams
Were falling through
That's when I found you
I believe for every heart
That whispers in the dark
There's a ray of light somewhere
Shining through
It was sink
Or swim
When the tide came in
I found myself
When I found you
I found the closest thing to heaven
Yes in you
I found the deepest love I knew
Ooooh Ohh
I'll believe
Yes it's true
I found myself
When I found you
Ooh yeah
I believe (I believe)
For every door (Every door)
That's closing
For every heartbreak
There's hope for something new
From the ashes rise a glimpse of paradise
It still flickered in your eyes
When I found you
I found the closest thing to heaven
Yes in you
I found the deepest love I knew
Ooooh Ohh
I'll believe
Yes it's true
I found myself
When I found you
A life unfolds
No one knows
I thought love was just a tingling of the skin
I felt so alone
All Alone
More than you could ever know
You show deep love
Sweet love
When I found you (I found love)
Oooh (the closest thing to heaven)
Oh yeah
I found you baby, I found you
I found you
Yeah
I found myself
When I found you
I found the closest thing to heaven
Yes in you
I found the deepest love I knew
Ooooh Ohh
I'll believe
Yes it's true
I found myself
When I found you, you
~Britney Spears