I started having contractions. REAL CONTRACTIONS.

I was bleeding.

I started passing clots.

I was in pain.

I felt weak and was in so much pain.

Mom rushed me to the hospital and called Josh.

After blood tests and several ultrasounds, it's official.

I lost her.

Annastrianna Abigail Wright is gone.

I want her back.

Josh and I cried together, but, damn it. I feel like it's my fault.

Like there's something I did.

I can't face anyone right now.

I lost my baby.

I lost my angel.

I lost Josh's baby.

He's being so supportive and he's hurting. Pray for us both.

I really lost her :(

*cries*