Josh,
I still love you and it sucks to be alone while this is going on.
I don't know, maybe we did rush.
I made you feel pressured for marriage and you felt you couldn't fill the void when we thought I wasn't pregnant.
I'm glad you're my friend.
You still mean the world to me.
Someday you will see that you are my soul mate.
Maybe you are hurt,
confused,
twisted,
used...(sounds like a song, eh?)
Maybe you are lost,
struggling,
fallen.
Maybe you need something else.
But, I need you.
I can't go through this alone.
It's OUR baby.