Lately, I'm not thinking as much. Maybe it's the things Josh says...the comforting words that seem to relax me...like music just for the soul. I don't know. I just know, I don't have much to say...but I'm feeling soo much lately. So much I've never felt before. I like it. I really do.

I'm crazy about Josh. Maybe Wendy is right and it's partly the whole "new relationship" stage. I don't know. Maybe Mom is right and I secretly love him. I don't know. Well, I do know...and Josh knows...but I just...yeah.

Lately, I've been listening to country music. Scary, isn't it? LOL. Anyway, I've always loved this one song...so here:

Let's Make Love
~Faith Hill (with Tim McGraw)

Baby I've been drifting away
Dreaming all day
Of holding you
Touching you
The only thing I want to do
Is be with you
As close to you
As I can be

Let's make love
All night long
Until all our strength is gone
Hold on tight
Just let go
I want to feel you in my soul
Until the sun comes up
Let's make love
Oh, baby

Do you know what you do to me
Everything inside of me
Is wanting you
And needing you
I'm so in love with you
Look in my eyes
Let�s get lost tonight
In each other

Let's make love
All night long
Until all our strength is gone
Hold on tight
Just let go
I want to feel you in my soul
Until the sun comes up
Let's make love

Let's make love
All night long
Until all our strength is gone
Hold on tight
Just let go
I want to feel you in my soul
Until the sun comes up
Oh, until the sun comes up
Let's make love

Oh baby, let's make love
All night long
All night long
Let�s make love

You know...I wonder if I should let Josh read my journal...hmm...