I can't take it. You win. OK? You win. Damn you. You knew this would happen. You know I made a mistake. We both did. How could this happen? Look...I need you. You know I do. Please don't do this to "us". Don't do this to me. Come back. You know how it felt. You know how we connected. You can still feel it. I know you can. I can feel you, you know that I can. Just end it right now. Stop it right here. You know what you have to say. You know what I have to hear. You know what to do. You know when the time is. Just please finish soon. I give up. Don't you see? You win.

This is your silent victory.