I can't keep this up.
I'm sick
SICK

I can't handle the pressure. I'm going to cave.

I can only handle so much and I'm nearing my breaking point. I can't hide it anymore. I've tried and I've tried...it's time for me to release it.

Dreams are fading
Fears are dying
I dont know what I want anymore because I went for so long wanting to just please my parents. I can't do it. I have to please me. I have to live my life.

I have to be me.

Me