FINE, FINE...I wasn't going to post what's bugging me, but I can't stand it.

I have one night to make a big decision and it's one I really don't want to make.

This procedure tomorrow isn't that...um...how should I say this...it's risky.

I have a choice, if I get it done, I could have a chance that what they'd do would make me infertile...but if I don't, I probably will die.

Hmmm...I cant decide if I want to risk no children or death.

This is one decision that I really don't want to make.

I don't.

I want children so bad but if I'm never getting married, maybe I shouldnt, right?

But if I die...

fuck

I dont like this.

I dont like this one bit.

Someone help me decide!