I stand here in the light of morn,
goosebumps cover me entirely.
The water feels as cruel as ice.
It's piercing into my skin.
The room begins to trumble in,
the curtains surround me.
i hear the silence of day break,
new life fills the air.
All m y fears are washed away,
warmth comes over to greet me.
I envision your eyes,
I wish you were here
to feel your arms around me.
Just then, the water seems more fierce,
It burns and cuts me.
Reality sets in as light enters the room.
You are not here with me.
Alas, I am alone.

I miss you Josh.

I love you enough it hurts.

I know you feel it too.

Joshua,

I love you.